Life is like a ... ...

Sine Curve. Quoting from my JJC tutor Mr Chu. While at this point in time I'm probably at "theta equals to 3 pi over 2". For the benefit of those who do not understand, it means the lowest point.

Nearly a month had passed since the end of examinations. I knew I'm going to do worse, but never did I expect to do unexpectedly worse (duh...). Here I am once more, bitching about life again.

Nothing seemed to be right. I don't seem to enjoy university at all. As I was chatting with KC yesterday, he was sharing how fulfilling his university life had been. I'm so envious, maybe even jealous. Why am I struggling?

Throughout this whole month, I had been leading a life of a retiree. As empitomized by the fact that I'm seeing my Gramps nearly 24/7. I'm so strucked by sluggishness, indolence. I do not like this at all. I want to work. I'm sorry mum & dad. Your kid is such a spoilt brat.

Tuition. Are there really no suitable assignments for me? It appeared to be good news this afternoon when I received an sms at 12:41pm regarding a tuition assignment. I was about 5 mins slow in reacting to the sms and that was all enough to see the assignment landing into someone else's hand. WHAT LUCK!?

What explains for the 5 mins lag would be soccer. Yes, I was kicking the ball around and hence could not check my phone. While running around seemed good, it left me a lower back problem now. Lady luck frowned at me.

A change is what I need...